wizardalison59's blog

So long since I last posted.
Poor hubby has been so ill.
He had a lower leg amputation last September.
It's taken until this week to get help from A.S.S. and a lift installed at the front of the house.
It's been hell looking after him and coping with my ME.
I don't know hw I've coped; I'm totally exhausted.
He's at last got a prosthetic and is learning to walk again.

I don't want to go through another 13 months like we've just had.

Poor hubby went back into hospital last monday.
Such an awful infection :-(
probably going to lose his foot.

OMG How long is it since I posted here!
Bernard came home on 8th July minus 2 bones in his foot and attached to a vac pump over the wound.
We've moved the bedroom downstairs.
DNs coming in every 2 days to change the pump dressing.
I'm exhausted.
No help from social services.
Thank God for friends and family.

DR Murphy upped my citalopram and it's worked a treat. No thoughts of suicide since then :-)

Bernard still in hospital :-(

I'm exhausted :-#

Missed Dr Murphy's talk too :-~

I've had 2 weeks of being almost bedbound.
The day I actually feel a bit better, hubby is taken ill.
He's been in hospital since Tuesday and I'm whacked out with 6 hours visiting every day.

tired

so tired

so so tired

Achey too

:-(

Just listened to a radio broadcast. We might be subjected to more frequent assessments!!!! Just how much stress do they want us to go through?

As for Dr Hillary on the Lorraine programme................ he admits to not knowing much about the Lightening programme then seems to think it's a magic cure :-#

I think I'll soon be driving over a cliff - I can't take any more pressure :-{

What a wonderful day, sitting on the sofa and having the best view :-)
Kate was so elegantly beautiful and humble and those cute bridesmaids - aw bless them.

How nice to be able to forget all the troubles in the world and in my life and block it all out for a day.

Wishing Wills and Kate and long and happy life together xx

Went to see Dr Murphy last Thursday 21st. What a lovely lady she is.
Enfield no longer fund treatment; how appaling(sp?) is that.

Just watched the interview on This Morning.

Poor poor lady, how can you live knowing that you've helped to end your daughter's life but also knowing that it was the right thing to do.

When Oh when will they find a cure for us all.